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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Just now abt 8+pm, i got a phone call from him.. he told me that he coulden sign in he's msn so he didnt online ytd but he waited for me the whole day in maple.. well, this is good.. its great.. at least he didnt avoid me like wad i tot.. life is really hard without him.. i have ald gotten use of having him by my side and i dont noe how am i suppose to live without him.. i just love him too deeply... anyway becoz of ( he didnt online aft we quarrel on the phone that day ) then i tot that he was avoiding/leaving me.. i was soo hurt and sad... i cry lots and lots of time... i rmb he told me once too that he was afraid of me.. bcoz he felt that i was mentally forcing him.. i dunno wad's wrong with him.. i was like totally shocked but anyway so that, makes me feel a greater possiblity that he wants to avoid me... GOD, U NOE I NEED HIM... so.. ya.. i was really sad... but i was lucky that my "daddy" was there for me... THX DADDY.. U R THE BEST! XD hmm.. my "daddy" fly to hong kong this morning le.. daddy, wanna tell u.. dun worry le.. im fine again.. and still happily loving him...

* DUN EVER LEAVE ME

; URE MINE

{10:50}

Monday, May 28, 2007

I STILL LOVE HIM ALOT....

I Just want you to noe,

I LOVE YOU ; dun leave me....

{06:24}

Friday, May 25, 2007

I JUST HATE HIM
; I dun feel like we are couples anymore
; he gave up caring on me
; he doesnt really tok that much like we use to in the past

I REALLY HATE HIM ALOT
- should i even break up with him?

IDIOT

FUCKER

{08:02}

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Its night time again... time passes soo fast... well actually rather slow.. =] suddenly feel like travelling around the world rite now... i wanna see the aroura at the poles.. i wanna go to sumwhere mayb the sea sumwhere where no one will be able to find us(me and him)... mayb being alone can oso feel great too) and then lay there and gaze at the stars... they twinkle and shine beautifully... and finally falls aslp there.. everyting feels soo great and peaceful.. feel the rush of freedom... this is sumting that i wanted to do long time ago... Anyway i was soo boring today... dear's call wake me up.. and then i was stuck at home the whole day.. but at least that was better than ytd.. ytd really nth to do at all.. more sian.. haix.. hmm.. i wonder what is my dear doing rite now... still studying he's bio? i was quite sad when he feel irritated and kinda shouted to me that he wanted to put down the phone... i noe that he is stress and pressurize... haix.. i noe bio is hard for him... he actually wanted to give up studying he's bio.. but i just told him to jia you lor... wad can i do.. i cant possibly help him to sit for he's bio paper which is tml.. haix... just wish that he don give up... PRESS ON! DEAR WO AI NI!!! JIA YOU!! muacks and hugs...

{09:43}

Saturday, May 19, 2007

GOD... i feel so tired rite now... but its better than wad i felt in the aftnoon.. at least im much more energetic now.. wow.. my lips was white in colour.. can u imgaine how pale i am.. hahaxx.. well, yeah.. i didnt go to sch ytd.. bcoz i was kinda sick.. my whole body was like aching all over and i feel soo tired.. so my mom decided to bring me to a doctor.. and so on... the doctor didnt really say abt anyting... he just said that mayb i gt chicken pox.. its all my sis fault lar.. she pass it to both of my brothers... i really hope that i won get it... argh... sigh.. anyway.. i didnt go to sch that day and my ss results was released... i tink, i flunk my ss paper... coz i heard from my frens that onli 2 ppl in my class pass their ss.. so.. if that's the case.. my combine humanities fail le lor... sigh... its soo hard uh... ehh.. MY DEAR DEAR DUNNO GO WHERE LE~ hahaxx.. must be busying studying ba... he is "afking".. hahaxx.. JIA YOU ORH! DEAR... WO AI NI... supporting u oways~ muacks and hugs...

{06:41}

Thursday, May 17, 2007

HAISH.. my dear fall asleep le.. >_< MY GOD ! WAD THE FUCK! EVERYTING I WROTE IT'S GONE!

im very tired le..

im not gonna rite again...

{09:55}

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

What can i say rite now? I flunk my Geo paper... well that's sad 21/50.. left like abt 4 marks.. to pass... but just forget it lar.. haix.. i gt mentally prepare le... hahaxx.. but im still sad... well, anyway... this few days really tiring lor... keep on slp in class... hahaxx.. wonder how's my other papers goin on... Had a tiring day today at cwp with Mei Fang and Wan Yi.. busy doing our art course work.. and enlarging the coursework.. LOL.. and my dear is having he's history paper today and i hope he can make it.. haha.. i was receiving my geo paper and he was doing he's history paper... such a conicident ar.. hahaxx... erm... feel really tired rite now... missing my dear.. he just went offline... really miss him... in fact cant let him go.. i really wish he will stay rite there and accompany me... love him alot alot.. i wonder when will he see this... haix...

{09:18}

Monday, May 14, 2007

He's FINALLY online.. Yeah~ miss him sia... love love... hahaxx.. o.. ya.. anyway i got back some of my papers.. Art,Chemistry and Chinese.. they werent really that bad like wad i was imagine.. i gt an A1 for my chem , a B4 for chinese and a B3 for art(a bit disappointing) haha.. well.. just glad that they werent too bad.. but, im still fear for my other papers.. =(

Today i was oso celebrating one of my classmate's birthday in class, we shared money and bought her a gift.. However, Fang Yi wasnt happy with my classmate reaction, when Rui Ying present the gift to my classmate... bcoz she felt that my classmate doesnt appreciate the gift at all.. haix... IT JUST A GIFT.... and Fang Yi feels really sad abt it... but of coz, hu dont? u spent lots of time and effort on it and ppl just doesnt appreciate it.. sigh..

ANYWAY IM FREE FROM EXAMS RITE NOW AND THATS A TING I CAN BE REALLY HAPPY ABT.. but seeing my dear working soo hard for he's coming exam.. i feel really xin tong for him le... haix.. he is soo busy studying rite now until he didnt even have time for me... but.. i dun mind lar.. becoz i understand.. study is impt ma... =] i will support him silently de.. =] BAO BEI JIA YOU.. muacks.. all the best orh..

{08:29}

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!! YEAH~

FELT SO RELIEF, I guess i didnt do very well for my art and some of my other subjects ba.. but its ok le... everyting had pass, we cant turn back the time and erase the paper again...we just got to live with it... currently, waiting for the results... hope its not too bad.. haha.. I MISS HIM... AND LOVE HIM... sigh.. he sounds sad... i tink i can feel it from ytd de phone call... im not sure if my senses are correct... it could be.. he's tired.. i donno.. i just feel worry for him... i wonder he's alrite or not... haix... if he's sad, iszi abt me?

{21:14}

Friday, May 04, 2007

Well, finish all my language papers and humanities paper(by today)...
AT LEAST,FINALLY,LASTLY...... IM DONE WITH MY GEO!!! =]
I got a feeling that i did not do very well for all my papers... they were so dam hard... all the qns were not that straight forward like it use too... quite shocked lor.. wasnt that perpare for it...

everyone in my class afraids of the geography paper.. hahaxx... coz there's just too much tings to study for it... can die seriously... right now, i still left with my sciences(chem and physics) ,maths and art paper to prepare for... haix.. nvm.. work hard for this few days... aft exam can PLAY TILL SIAO.. im waiting and dying to go for KBOX!!!!!!!!!!!!!! with all my girls.. THEY ROX!! hahaxx.. sad leh.. cant take my dear dear with me.. sob sob... 1stly he's not in singapore,2ndly its GALS PARTYTIME! yeah~ 3rdly.. AHHEM* i tink he cant sing... BLEAH-xp... not my fault ar.. he say he cant sing de.. keke.. yeah~

* I just love him so much.. Hugs and Kisses~

{07:39}

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

AT THAT MOMENT, I TOT I WOULD DIE RIGHT THERE...

i tot he was gonna break up with me.. but in the end he told me.. he didnt see all the msn conversation so he did not reply me... i wonder if he said is all true? i hope he's not lying... i donno wad he's busy with rite now... everytime soo long then reply.. see.. now... he then reply... haix... hold on... let's see wat he rites.... LAG... wad the hell... gt lag until soo long de orh... haix... DUNNO LAR... im just too tired and hurt to tink abt anyting... Tml.. English papers... also the 1st paper too... can i make it? i donnoe.... i hope i can... Jia You!!!

i feel like slping forever.... soo tired.

HURTFUL ~

{08:24}

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