Friday, June 15, 2007
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I'M SOO SAD RITE NOW,
too sad to actually say
wad had happened just now.
lastly, i wanna thx frens hu cared
- Zac
-Sean(he's not there but
he is the best i can find)
- John
- Gao Chang
- Shawn
and i wanna say sry to Zac,
for hurting him...
too sad to actually say
wad had happened just now.
lastly, i wanna thx frens hu cared
- Zac
-Sean(he's not there but
he is the best i can find)
- John
- Gao Chang
- Shawn
and i wanna say sry to Zac,
for hurting him...
{10:07}
Thursday, June 14, 2007
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STAR Sean and ME XDYUHOO!! really had lots of fun ytd... but, of coz im really tired too.. EXHAUSTED!! hahaxx.. well back to the topic.. I went to watch Sean's performance ytd at the Esplanade, HE'S GREAT! really.. he perform well.. XD i felt happy for him! and im sure that he's parents feels proud for him too.. aft he's performance, everyone sort of like crowd around him, lookin at he's costume, he's make-up.. basically everyting on him... he is really busying with all thoes reporters, medias, interviewing and stuffs.. i even heard that sumone said he is cute.. hahaxx.. HE WAS LIKE A STAR.. keke.. i guess.. i need he's autograph sumday.. hehexx.. Zac and John have oso been interviewed by the reporter ytd... HEY! I WAS LIKE REALLY LEFT OUT THERE.. sort of like a lampost or extra u noe... so sad, SOBBX! aft leaving Esplanade.. we went to have our dinner... actually not me hu is eatting but others.. hahaxx! im too tired to eat.. i onli feel like slping.. ZzZ.. haha.. anyway, aft dinner we went to play bowling.. HEY, THAT WAS MY 1st TIME PLAYING.. it was FUN... hahaxx... im glad that the results were not too bad.. yeah! aft bowling Sean and me actually wanted to play bball with Si Qin they all.. but it was like sooo far away from my hs and it was ald late like.. abt goin to 10pm.. so Sean sent me back home... THX SEAN! =] Today, i went shopping with Tiffany... nth much happen today.. its just that we took neo-prints.. hahaxx.. =] besides neo-prints we took photos too.. in her hp.. as we were struggling to post in front of her camera phone, there was this fucking guy pass by and say.. very pretty liao lar... no need take de lar... later ur phone will spoilt.. MA DE... like he very handsome like tt lor... FACE KNS.. still wanna say ppl... FUCKING ASSHOLE.. dun let me see u again.. hahaxx.. i very fierce hor? so dun make me angry.. wink* MUHAHA! =]
I MISS MY DEAR...
LOVES HIM
sumtimes i find him
really adorable... XD
muacks =D kiss me
{05:53}
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
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I.M S.O.O.O.O F.U.C.K.E.D U.P R.I.G.H.T N.O.W!
really feel like washing my hands off EVERYTING.. my "daddy" is going to boys home tml.. for the wadever illegal weapon case which he had committed for ages ago.. of coz, he is going to leave my "mummy" too.. IT WAS REALLY SAD for they were goin to be apart... serious heart breaks and stuff between them... as their "daughter" of coz i do feel really sad for them.. and i was kinda like force into the heartbreaks and sadness between them.. i didnt really noe wad am i suppose to say or do to help them.. i was like soo quiet when i was having conference with them just now.. i just keep on repeating the same lines over and over again.. u noe "dun be sad" all thoes ting.. i noe it doesnt help at all.. but i wish it really does... at least.. for abit..However, tings aint that simple aft all.. daddy forced mummy to patch up with her ex bcoz he didnt want her to wait for him for yrs... so.. mummy patched up with her ex... blah blah blah.. alot of complicating stuffs goin on there... and i was like being pushed from here to there.. daddy told me to takecare of mummy and mummy told me to tell daddy to appeal for the case again.. so he wouldent go to boys home.. and they will not have to be apart again.. IM REALLY REALLY TIRED dealing with my daddy and mummy.. i feel sorry for them and really sad too.. but im tired le.. zhen de.. i feel that everyting is really beyond my limits.. i tink my concern for them really ends rite here.. now.. my daddy wanna commit sucide.. i dunno wad would happen to him.. he hung up my phone again and again.. i dun wanna care anymore.. will he die? thats a qns that has oways been in my mind.. but im too tired to care abit it... another 1(mummy) wants to die again... SIGH.. y everyone wants to die soo much.. anyway.. my parents are nagging and nagging for the whole fucking night telling me to put down the phone.. i wonder do they noe wad is goin on between them? how am i suppose to hang up the phone and leave my two pathetic frens("daddy" and "mummy") behind... haix... im soo tired and fucked up.. i really wish my dear is here for me rite now... so he can hug me... esp when im feeling real tired or sad.. dear... wei wo fen dan yi dian hao ma?
* KISS ME
{09:15}
Saturday, June 09, 2007
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IM SO DESPERATE RITE NOW
- Desperate for
* a bit of love he gave
* a little of he's concern
i wonder can he show me at least sum love
my heart really fills with lots of scars
and showing signs of giving up..
BUT I CHOOSE TO HIDE THEM
and believe that he is oways MINE
I LOVE U DEAR
really love u...
IM DESPERATE FOR HE'S LOVE
- Desperate for
* a bit of love he gave
* a little of he's concern
i wonder can he show me at least sum love
my heart really fills with lots of scars
and showing signs of giving up..
BUT I CHOOSE TO HIDE THEM
and believe that he is oways MINE
I LOVE U DEAR
really love u...
IM DESPERATE FOR HE'S LOVE
{10:54}
<3
I HATE THIS
HATE MAPLE
each time we play maple.. we will oways quarrel... it nv fails.. its excatly the same for the day before ytd and ytd... and we finally broke up ytd... wad can i say... i oso dunno why is he doing that... its like when we were playing maple ytd.. then he came to help me to do my quest.. when he was killing those monster, he keep on talking to me... he said, "can u dun oways be so stubborn? y r u like this".. blah blah blah and so on.. then all of a sudden, he wants a break up... WAT THE HELL IS GOIN ON LOR... im soo blur and shocked... i was like HUH?! Y A BREAK UP? i didnt noe wad to do at all... im soo lost... i called him ytd... he suggested that we should be frens 1st and till when i really understand him better... then we will be together again.. i confirm with him le and really sure that he still loves me... perhaps, im really too stubborn le... and didnt listen to him at all.. thats y he couldent stand me... i admit... im a really stubborn gal.. FREEDOM is wat i want... i do wad i like to do and wad i want to do... and nv listens to others... this is me.. sigh.. he called me just now in the aftnoon, he asked me where i am, wad im doin (casual qns)... then we say i love u to each other and we hang up very quickly aft tt... he promise to call me later... and i waited until now.. am i such a stupid? sigh.. IM SOO CONFUSE RITE NOW... wad is the relationship between us? frens/lovers? if we r frens then the suggestion he gave abt we will be together again.. is he givin me false hope abt it? im soo fed up and tired rite now... sometimes i would even wonder did he really love me rite now? although i really trust myself that he's love is true.. ARGH! i HATE this unsure feeling abt everyting... if he's love is fake, promise is fake then i would rather break up... perhaps i would feel much more better...
- SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE ESCAPING
{07:53}
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
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pictures taken at 'Sakura'
CURRENTLY HATING MY PARENTS...
FUCKING NAG AND NAG
summore saying wanna confiscate my keyboard...
HATE THEM...
{10:58}
<3
So now where was i? LOLx.. k.. got it.. so as i said i couldent really slp that nitex and the next morning i woke up at 7+am.. i was like so dam tired.. k anyway i got up and prepare everyting then went out at 10am+ with sean to celebrate he's bday at party world... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAN... haha.. ok so, I got to noe a few of new frens there.. they were quite friendly and they make me feel very welcome by them.. cool.. yeah.. anyway really have lots of fun singing there.. so now IM VOICELESS.. ok haha.. aft that sean sent me to Admiralty mrt where i met all of my classmates/schoolmates there and then we were on our way to mediacrop to support Xu Bin at the CAMPUS SUPERSTAR.. but seriously.. i not really that supportive.. i found myself siting there and cheering for other contestant like Shawn,Zheng Ning.. u noe.. THEY WERE REALLY GREAT SINGERS...(exp Shawn) yeah.. aft the live show(competition), the result was disappointing... Xu Bin was out in the 1st round, i felt sad for him.. i wonder did he feel sad at all? becoz he dun seems like he feels sad abt it.. Anyway, i didnt eat for the whole day sia.. hahaxx.. almost fainted.. LOL.. btw.. my dear gt angry again... coz he knew that i will be coming home late again.. he was like very disappointed with me lor... and becoz of this i dun feel like eatting... he makes me sad when he is upset with me... and i lose my appetite.. sigh.. he called me 5 times that day.. and i onli ans 2 of he's call... 3 of the other calls, of coz i have miss all them... HELL.. DAM SAD... i am soo in love with him.. ok.. back to it.. so, i took the last train and went back home... im back home abt 1am.. dam tired.. and i did the post on 4th of june that day...
Just wanna say
DEAR,
; IM SORRY
; wo hui ting hua de
; dui bu qi
; wwo aii nii, muacks and hugs
Just wanna say
DEAR,
; IM SORRY
; wo hui ting hua de
; dui bu qi
; wwo aii nii, muacks and hugs
{10:04}
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
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Okay, i am back rite now.. gonna tell u guys abt the details that happen in this 2 days
3/6 i went to so called my cousin's"birthday party" as he's bday was on the 1st of June and that was so called a later celebration with we? cousins? LOL as well as he's frens lar.. hmm.. and then it was held at Somerset( did i spell it correct? LOL) 'Sakura', 1 of the restraunts there.. its quite exp lor.. seriously i can go BANKCRUPT.. $28 per person... mine... have to paid myself u noe.. my mom say she dun have money.. tell me to settle myself.. lol.. SHI CHAN DE LOR... poor me.. sobx.. then aft that we went to 1 of the shopping centers there, on the top floor, watch them(my cousin and he's fren) play pool.. LOL.. very bored lar.. onli watch them, oso cant play.. actually kh,Verz and me werent suppose to enter that place dun even mention abt playing pool.. coz we have not reach 16! lol.. and then we almost get chase out by the person thats working there... haix.. anyway we left that place and went straight back home.. takin MRT.. and that was like abt 11+ and then reach home goin abt 12am ba.. back home.. my dear gt really angry abt it.. coz.. u noe, i was back home really late and aftall im a gal and 1 person back home this late... so, i was like soo tired le lor.. and i still have to quarrel with him.. aft that quarrel conversation with him that nite, i couldent really slp at all.. haix.. SORRY DEAR.. wo ai ni
TO BE CONTINUE.....
3/6 i went to so called my cousin's"birthday party" as he's bday was on the 1st of June and that was so called a later celebration with we? cousins? LOL as well as he's frens lar.. hmm.. and then it was held at Somerset( did i spell it correct? LOL) 'Sakura', 1 of the restraunts there.. its quite exp lor.. seriously i can go BANKCRUPT.. $28 per person... mine... have to paid myself u noe.. my mom say she dun have money.. tell me to settle myself.. lol.. SHI CHAN DE LOR... poor me.. sobx.. then aft that we went to 1 of the shopping centers there, on the top floor, watch them(my cousin and he's fren) play pool.. LOL.. very bored lar.. onli watch them, oso cant play.. actually kh,Verz and me werent suppose to enter that place dun even mention abt playing pool.. coz we have not reach 16! lol.. and then we almost get chase out by the person thats working there... haix.. anyway we left that place and went straight back home.. takin MRT.. and that was like abt 11+ and then reach home goin abt 12am ba.. back home.. my dear gt really angry abt it.. coz.. u noe, i was back home really late and aftall im a gal and 1 person back home this late... so, i was like soo tired le lor.. and i still have to quarrel with him.. aft that quarrel conversation with him that nite, i couldent really slp at all.. haix.. SORRY DEAR.. wo ai ni
TO BE CONTINUE.....
{10:04}
Monday, June 04, 2007
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OKAY... so here i go....
IM SUPER SUPER TIRED RITE NOW ;
u wont be able to imagine how tired is that..
I went to bed at 3am in the morning ytd and
i didnt really slp at all.. GOSH
AND I WOKE UP AT 7+ this morning goin out
celebrating sean's bday and supporting my classmate
at the CAMPUS SUPERSTAR..
i WAS BACK home like abt 1/2hrs + ago.. NOW IS 2:36am
it was like abt goin to 1am when i reach home
` GOSH.. gonna FAINT
HEll. Roughly my day was abt that..
As for details, i will tell u guys tml..
FUCKING TIRED;
SPARE ME!!! GONNA FAINT
IM SUPER SUPER TIRED RITE NOW ;
u wont be able to imagine how tired is that..
I went to bed at 3am in the morning ytd and
i didnt really slp at all.. GOSH
AND I WOKE UP AT 7+ this morning goin out
celebrating sean's bday and supporting my classmate
at the CAMPUS SUPERSTAR..
i WAS BACK home like abt 1/2hrs + ago.. NOW IS 2:36am
it was like abt goin to 1am when i reach home
` GOSH.. gonna FAINT
HEll. Roughly my day was abt that..
As for details, i will tell u guys tml..
FUCKING TIRED;
SPARE ME!!! GONNA FAINT
{11:30}
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