Sunday, December 23, 2007
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There's alot of things happened to me recently. Well, i dont know where i should start from actually... I got a call from Mei Fang a few days ago.. and she talked to me on phone, regarding the order form 'mistake' that i made on that day. I was damn angry when i heard what she had told me.. Do u know that after i left Paragon , that customer who ordered the platter for christmas came down to Paragon and requested a change of the date for the date of collection. Which means that, there will be no refinary of money to them which equals to -WE HAVE NOT LOST THE DEAL.Which also meant that, I dont need a transfer out of paragon. Do u know, how angry i was when i heard what she said? I just kept on cursing and swearing until i got so tired of it. These few days, being in GreenRidge SHOP & SAVE makes me SUFFERED soooooooooo much.. And the worst thing is that, i am suffering there without a purpose to it. I've always thought that being transfered to other places its because i had to paid for my mistake. my CARELESSNESS.. but No.. this is so damn wrong.. i have been suffering for nothing all this while. I guess... this is what they called 'fated'. I really felt that, this is some kind of arrangement that's being made by the god. SIGH! but why? its me. God, u made me suffered soo much :( Not to deny that, i gained something too ; through this arrangement. Transfering to GreenRidge, turns me into a much more mature person than what i am. But, as well as turning me into a realistic person which i dont wanna be. I tend to compare Paragon with GreenRidge all the time. The customers over there and the amount of money that they are willing to spent. Its totally different. It makes me feel the importance of having money, the importance of being rich. When you're rich, u can live the lifestyle that u want, you can spent money on whatever that u would like to spent on.. but without money, u cant do anything. Now, what am i trying to say here is that.. I've change. I dont behave in this way in the past. Money used to be not that important to me ; but right now, money does make a difference. & I HATE THAT. I dont wished to be turned into such person. I just want to be myself ; A Child-like me, which was what i used to be.
When Money Doesnt matters ;
When Money is not the world to me.
TO BE CONTINUED...
When Money Doesnt matters ;
When Money is not the world to me.
TO BE CONTINUED...
{05:37}
Saturday, December 15, 2007
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T H E ` P A T H E T I C '
Sadly after i left Paragon, my agent transfered me to Chua Chu Kang [SunShine Plaza]. If im not wrong, he did mention to me that it was a shopping center. Anyway, i didnt know where its excatly that place is, so i wanted my best friend to lead me the way ; to show me where is it located in. When we arrived there, it was like OH MY GOD! Its not a shopping center. Nevermind.. let's check out the place then. So we went in to the Shop and Save, i dont denied that its actually quite a nice place. There's a bakery, the whole place was quite big. I went to check out the 0rder booth after asking the manager and some of the in-charges over there. The very 1st thing, that i notice, was the catalog ; it was placed on the booth itself. I definately know that it was a very different one compared to the market places and cold storages. But i didnt know that the difference will be that big. When i saw the catalog` FREAK!' The items on the catalog was damn cheap compared to the market places which cost about a hundred plus plus dollars. The food showed on the display was not even appealing to me at all. I also notice that, the order booth was set up really high, i guess its specially designed to 'stand up' as we're serving the customers. I know if i were to work there i wont be able to get to sit down comfortably like what i used to in Paragon. And also the manager told me before that i need to push up the sale here and its very different from what i always do in Paragon[ just sit down there and wait for the customers] Things here are much more tougher than Paragon. And also i find that the facilities there are worst than Triple 8 here which its the closest convenient stores near my house. Its really very bad. I coulden't stand it any longer so i requested another transfer from my agent. And finally he transfer me to Green Ridge Shopping Center. Well, It's not even a shopping center at all. I didnt know why its called a 'shopping center'. But, I must admit that the facilities there is much much much more better than SunShine Plaza's. However, things are always filled with IMPERFECTION. The Shop and Save over there, dont even have an order booth for me and i have to go around and promote those christmas feast. Nevermind.. The worst thing is, THEY DONT EVEN HAVE A SPARE CATALOG FOR THE CUSTOMERS OVER THERE! when i tried to ask for extra catalogs from the boss there and do you know what was he's reply ' this is the very last catalog, we dont have it anymore. So do not give it to other customers.' Now tell me, how am i suppose to push up the sales there with only 1 catalog[that's specially for me] i mean how are the others going to order those items without bringing the catalogs home for some discussion of what to buy or something?! THIS IS DEFINATELY WORST THAN SUNSHINE PLAZA. This place is damn pathetic. Without an order booth, without catalogs and the most importantly, without PROTENTIAL customers. Sharon, my new manager over there told me this ' over Paragon, is we wait for customers but over here is we have to chase the customers ' Indeed, different places requires different attitude towards it. Perhaps, this is a way that god wants to train me in two different places. A 'High'-class and A 'Low'- class places. So that i would become stronger in a different environment. It seems like, i used to be a 'royal animal' that was raised by the rich and now, i was being let out of the cage ; to the wild all of a sudden. I must learnt how to survive in that condition. My poor Agent, Lawerence. He got to listen to all my complaints. But, He is always so apathetic. No matter how i tried to beg him to transfer me back to Paragon. He just wont.
Im sorry, Lawerence :(
& i LOVE Paragon.
Sadly after i left Paragon, my agent transfered me to Chua Chu Kang [SunShine Plaza]. If im not wrong, he did mention to me that it was a shopping center. Anyway, i didnt know where its excatly that place is, so i wanted my best friend to lead me the way ; to show me where is it located in. When we arrived there, it was like OH MY GOD! Its not a shopping center. Nevermind.. let's check out the place then. So we went in to the Shop and Save, i dont denied that its actually quite a nice place. There's a bakery, the whole place was quite big. I went to check out the 0rder booth after asking the manager and some of the in-charges over there. The very 1st thing, that i notice, was the catalog ; it was placed on the booth itself. I definately know that it was a very different one compared to the market places and cold storages. But i didnt know that the difference will be that big. When i saw the catalog` FREAK!' The items on the catalog was damn cheap compared to the market places which cost about a hundred plus plus dollars. The food showed on the display was not even appealing to me at all. I also notice that, the order booth was set up really high, i guess its specially designed to 'stand up' as we're serving the customers. I know if i were to work there i wont be able to get to sit down comfortably like what i used to in Paragon. And also the manager told me before that i need to push up the sale here and its very different from what i always do in Paragon[ just sit down there and wait for the customers] Things here are much more tougher than Paragon. And also i find that the facilities there are worst than Triple 8 here which its the closest convenient stores near my house. Its really very bad. I coulden't stand it any longer so i requested another transfer from my agent. And finally he transfer me to Green Ridge Shopping Center. Well, It's not even a shopping center at all. I didnt know why its called a 'shopping center'. But, I must admit that the facilities there is much much much more better than SunShine Plaza's. However, things are always filled with IMPERFECTION. The Shop and Save over there, dont even have an order booth for me and i have to go around and promote those christmas feast. Nevermind.. The worst thing is, THEY DONT EVEN HAVE A SPARE CATALOG FOR THE CUSTOMERS OVER THERE! when i tried to ask for extra catalogs from the boss there and do you know what was he's reply ' this is the very last catalog, we dont have it anymore. So do not give it to other customers.' Now tell me, how am i suppose to push up the sales there with only 1 catalog[that's specially for me] i mean how are the others going to order those items without bringing the catalogs home for some discussion of what to buy or something?! THIS IS DEFINATELY WORST THAN SUNSHINE PLAZA. This place is damn pathetic. Without an order booth, without catalogs and the most importantly, without PROTENTIAL customers. Sharon, my new manager over there told me this ' over Paragon, is we wait for customers but over here is we have to chase the customers ' Indeed, different places requires different attitude towards it. Perhaps, this is a way that god wants to train me in two different places. A 'High'-class and A 'Low'- class places. So that i would become stronger in a different environment. It seems like, i used to be a 'royal animal' that was raised by the rich and now, i was being let out of the cage ; to the wild all of a sudden. I must learnt how to survive in that condition. My poor Agent, Lawerence. He got to listen to all my complaints. But, He is always so apathetic. No matter how i tried to beg him to transfer me back to Paragon. He just wont.
Im sorry, Lawerence :(
& i LOVE Paragon.
{05:52}
Sunday, December 09, 2007
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G.0.O.D.B.Y.E. P.A.R.A.G.O.N.
Paragon brings memories.
I made alittle mistake on the collection date during order taking. Though my manager[ Diana] and i have checked the order form for repeated times and we thought that everything was fine because the earliest date of collection[ which i wrote as 11th] was really close to when it is supposed to be collected[ which is the 12th] It was actually the next day after it. For that, we lost this order because our customer couldent make it for the collection on the other days because by then her party would have already been over. Its a deal or no deal sisuation. When my another manager[Ana] tried to called the supplier to ask if they could deliver the christmas platter earlier so that we could be able to 'revive' this order. But its a NO and its not only that, the supplier scolded Ana badly. Things turned really harsh for me as all the blames were pushed onto me. Diana admitted that it was partly her fault too.. That makes me feel so relieved, you know like ' im not alone too ' But its useless now after all, my boss wants me to transfer out of paragon. Actually i was given 1 more chance but my agent feels that my boss would make alot of trouble for me; he felt that i was being 'bullied' by my boss and my boss do not appreciate my 'best' blah blah blah so he decided to transfer me out. I have already done my best. I swear i can said that. Please do not suspect my ability and passion for this job; this is definately the best job ever. I love it so much. And It is so annoying that i have to leave here :( saddistic
The ones that i don't bear to leave
` Diana [Manager]
` Jasmine Zheng [supervisor]
` Mable Tai [supervisor]
` Jasmine Soh [supervisor]
` Wong Mei Fang [my dear friend of course ]
` My cashiers
They are WONDERFUL and AWESOME.
I will miss them.
Paragon brings memories.
I made alittle mistake on the collection date during order taking. Though my manager[ Diana] and i have checked the order form for repeated times and we thought that everything was fine because the earliest date of collection[ which i wrote as 11th] was really close to when it is supposed to be collected[ which is the 12th] It was actually the next day after it. For that, we lost this order because our customer couldent make it for the collection on the other days because by then her party would have already been over. Its a deal or no deal sisuation. When my another manager[Ana] tried to called the supplier to ask if they could deliver the christmas platter earlier so that we could be able to 'revive' this order. But its a NO and its not only that, the supplier scolded Ana badly. Things turned really harsh for me as all the blames were pushed onto me. Diana admitted that it was partly her fault too.. That makes me feel so relieved, you know like ' im not alone too ' But its useless now after all, my boss wants me to transfer out of paragon. Actually i was given 1 more chance but my agent feels that my boss would make alot of trouble for me; he felt that i was being 'bullied' by my boss and my boss do not appreciate my 'best' blah blah blah so he decided to transfer me out. I have already done my best. I swear i can said that. Please do not suspect my ability and passion for this job; this is definately the best job ever. I love it so much. And It is so annoying that i have to leave here :( saddistic
The ones that i don't bear to leave
` Diana [Manager]
` Jasmine Zheng [supervisor]
` Mable Tai [supervisor]
` Jasmine Soh [supervisor]
` Wong Mei Fang [my dear friend of course ]
` My cashiers
They are WONDERFUL and AWESOME.
I will miss them.
{20:06}
Saturday, December 01, 2007
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Our Ring XP
I L.O.V.E YOU
& You know i always do.
Sharing a wonderful story here :)
My friends and i were in this particular place which im not familar with at all. We were in a high rise building. The atmosphere there was classy and i felt really comfortable being there :) It feels great. The 'lobby' was beautiful and neatly decorated with bright[white] unique lighting and shiny white flooring. The black sofa was placed at the center of the room where it's oppsite was a huge and 'long' glass window ; if u were to sit from the sofa and get a view of the secenery outside the window u would probably just get to see the clouds and some of the other highrise buildings. its looks peaceful isnt it? An enormous piece of modern artwork that 'nailed' 4 coners was placed on the wall from a distance away from the black sofa. After walking for a long day, we decided to take a rest. So we headed to that lobby. The whole room was dead empty, no people, no sound- nothing. It just feels really cooling because of the air-conditonal. My friends were 'damn tired' so they took their seats on the sofa. while Im walking around the room as i was talking to my boyfriend on the phone.. As usual, I cared for him and spoke to him in a loving manner. He was really sweet too. It feels that as if we were back to the past.. As, i walked to the huge glass window[ still on the phone with him ] and take a look at the secenery outside the window. I was shocked that i actually saw this bluish-green ocean when i looked down the window.. i never knew that there was an ocean out there.. Where all of the sudden, as i 'combed' acrossed the window, It was like' hey! im in Sydney!' aww, how could that be?'
And i said this to my boyfriend " dear dear, dear dear "
My Boyfriend "hmm?"
Me " you know what i saw? "
My boyfriend - breathe in deeply trying to say something
Me " I saw this deep blue o..."
RING RING!! [ Sheng Jie's phonecall ]
and i woke up from this beautiful dream of mine.. Missing him terribly much and it hurts like hell.. i thought i would almost killed myself from this 'painful misses'. As you can see, its just a line of difference between dreams and reality..
Reality often kills; Its cruel.
{09:30}
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