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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

庭院中你栽种的法国梧桐

迎着风弥漫着你离开的苦衷

公园里那吉普赛的儿童

给我个神秘笑容

一股莫名的感动

命运相同

墙上依旧悬挂那幅候鸟越冬

这房间我看不出什么被移动

白色的羽毛飘动

尘封的过去解冻

不再去重温旧梦

是我的一贯作风

白色的羽毛被风吹动

静静的飘落人群之中

我目送你的珍重

表情里没有笑容

白色的羽毛飘动

轻轻的飘向天空

留不住你的时空

我选择就此放松

羽毛在我的手中

那伤心没有想像的重

我始终不够冲动

对于梦

{10:34}

This is the msn offline message that he typed to me,

It's a few days ago.

ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ✖ †_ЃïР_† ☠ _____ ♂【Ƌ sent 24/11/2007 12:28:
wei
ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ✖ †_ЃïР_† ☠ _____ ♂【Ƌ sent 24/11/2007 12:28:
tell u sumting
ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ✖ †_ЃïР_† ☠ _____ ♂【Ƌ sent 24/11/2007 12:28:
ya noe
ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ✖ †_ЃïР_† ☠ _____ ♂【Ƌ sent 24/11/2007 12:28:
no matter wad
ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ✖ †_ЃïР_† ☠ _____ ♂【Ƌ sent 24/11/2007 12:28:
u wil b de 1 i lurve da mos
ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ✖ †_ЃïР_† ☠ _____ ♂【Ƌ sent 24/11/2007 12:29:
hehe
ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ✖ †_ЃïР_† ☠ _____ ♂【Ƌ sent 24/11/2007 12:29:
cya
ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ✖ †_ЃïР_† ☠ _____ ♂【Ƌ sent 24/11/2007 12:29:
bye
ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ✖ †_ЃïР_† ☠ _____ ♂【Ƌ sent 24/11/2007 12:29:
don feel lyke on9 anymor
ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ✖ †_ЃïР_† ☠ _____ ♂【Ƌ sent 24/11/2007 12:29:
taaa
ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ✖ †_☭_† ☠ _____ ♂【Ƌε sent 24/11/2007 16:15:
be happie to flirt =)
ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳ✖ †_☭_† ☠ _____ ♂【Ƌε sent 24/11/2007 16:16:
i mean on flirtin =)

Miss Evil's reply :

i love you dearly too.

i want to hug u till u suffocated

i want to kiss u like there's no tomorrow

I wish i can..

I miss u lots.. i know u do too..

because that was what you told me yesterday .

And i wanna Thank you for the kisses.

As what you said " we are not meant to be "

LOVE IS A BULLET

It captivates you,

Rips through you,

Tears you apart...

Takes control of you,

Seizes you in the moment;

And none are spared from it.

{04:35}

Monday, November 19, 2007

Today, is the very 1st day that i have started working in the cold storage as a promoter/order takers. It wasnt that hard as i thought. My friend and i were just slacking the whole day because there wasnt any orders yet since its still way too early for a christmas feast. Well, i know we're going to be very very busy soon when it reaches dec. Sigh... Anyway, after work i went shopping with KaiSer and he bought a jacket[ i chose it for him ] which costs him for about $172 . i know i know that was like WOW... its expensive alright... but its once in a blue moon' LOL!! so its OkAy? XP... but because of some personal reasons we were like : ( but im glad that, at least he had finally found something that he really loves. That's great isnt it? I have always thought that im the only one who had lots of problem in life or should i say that.. im selfish? i have ignored everyone around me or perhaps, i just dont seems to notice people around me who were having lots of problems just like me too.. Or perhaps, perhaps, they even suffered more than what i do... For Instance, KaiSer. When he told me about he's problems, what he had faced in life and how he got rejected from this society ; i was like totally shocked.. 1stly because, he used to keep everything to himself and i didnt know that was how much he had went through in life... when i try standing in he's shoes, feeling what he has been through;[ i think i can feel him] i could felt a sharp pain in my heart... it just hurt so much that i cried infront of him... he is such a great person and he dont deserve to be treated in this way.. sigh, KAISER!! JIA YOU!

I MISS MY EXBOYFRIEND SO MUCH : (

i feel like going back to him so much right now

because i feel that no one can really compares to him?

To me, he is just so so adorable; everything is just so so perfect about him

My Sweetest Addiction.

but that was IF ONLY...

If ONLY he did not lie

If ONLY he did not done something so wrong

If ONLY....

JUST IF ONLY....

how perfect can he be?

My MR. F.l.a.w.l.e.s.s.

and i'm ur Miss E.V.I.L

{07:49}

Thursday, November 15, 2007

I'm glad that KaiSer, u are here with me :)

Thankyou for being there for me. AND ; YOU MAKE ME

GOT SOO WORRY ABOUT YOU

when u suddenly falls asleep without replying my msg : (

D o n 't e v e r e v e r d o t h a t a g a i n o k a y.

{12:15}

I just came back home after attending my Great Grandmother's[ this is what u taught me KaiSer ] funeral; yes, she had pass away, with the age of 102 years old. Isnt it a long life? No one really cries as i was there.. i guess everyone feels that' u know, its more than enough for a person who is able to live for such a long life. Its just no more regrets as the age is satisfying to everyone; what more can we expect?' Sigh... Anyway, back home having a short chat with my boyfriend[ okay its ald the past ] exboyfriend? LOL! i just found out that he's attitude has really becoming worst each day, it just SUX to the core.. i thought we would be able to be friends but do u know what he said? " For ur infor, i will nv be friends with my ex " its like WHAT THE HELL! i can see that he had changed alot right now, compared to the past- or perhaps, its just that he had never show that attitude towards me before. Alright, i can see there's a STRANGER in my life. I don't feel that i once regonise him at all/ Sometimes, i wished that i have never knew him right from the start. Now, that i have looked back its like Oh, My God! it's hard to believe that i was once soo obsess and infatuated with hypocrites and atrocious people like him. DUH... Dickson Chao ; if next time u were to have a new girlfriend please do tell her that u DID have sex with other girls before and that u have cheated her feelings, besides that u had lied to me saying that u were so so innocent out there, ur attitude is so so bad that u would push all the blames to me whenever we were quarreling and i will always get scolded by you even though im NOT in the wrong. Though u have ald changed that part of it but u are still a guy that i abhor. PLEASE PLEASE, DO TELL HER THIS. This is the point where she will make a choice between u or the other guys but I doubt if she would accepts u. Unless there's a stamp 'pasted' on her eyes.

{11:04}

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

I have this bookmark that i would like to share with everyone out there
Here it goes:

Ability is to look at a BLANK page, and CREATE a poem.
Ability is to STARE into the eyes of FEAR, and come out STRONGER because of it.
Ability is to walk into a room of STRANGERS, and come out with FRIENDS.
Ability is to ADMIT you are wrong, when you are WRONG.
Ability is to GET BACK UP, when u FALL down.
Ability is to BELIEVE, when everything seems LOST.

Ability- a simple word, with a complex meaning.
For many, ability is never found, but for all ability is within.
Ability stares everyone in the face at one time or another.
Whether your ability is how well you shoot hoops, how well you flip
at dancing, how smart you are at school.
You have ability.
For some ability is lost by never trying.
Whether never trying to shoot one more time, never trying to bend
a little more, or never trying to score higher in school.

Ability is within.
Ability is yours.

{12:32}

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TRAVELLING around the whole world
Going for a car racing[ u know thoes illegal ones like no one cares]
Having GOOD grades for all of my subjects (A1 is what i desire)
Living in a City full of Lights.
T0 HAVE A CAR ACCIDENT [ i want a brainwash ]
lastly, i wish for WORLD PEACE.

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