I HATE THIS

HATE MAPLE

each time we play maple.. we will oways quarrel... it nv fails.. its excatly the same for the day before ytd and ytd... and we finally broke up ytd... wad can i say... i oso dunno why is he doing that... its like when we were playing maple ytd.. then he came to help me to do my quest.. when he was killing those monster, he keep on talking to me... he said, "can u dun oways be so stubborn? y r u like this".. blah blah blah and so on.. then all of a sudden, he wants a break up... WAT THE HELL IS GOIN ON LOR... im soo blur and shocked... i was like HUH?! Y A BREAK UP? i didnt noe wad to do at all... im soo lost... i called him ytd... he suggested that we should be frens 1st and till when i really understand him better... then we will be together again.. i confirm with him le and really sure that he still loves me... perhaps, im really too stubborn le... and didnt listen to him at all.. thats y he couldent stand me... i admit... im a really stubborn gal.. FREEDOM is wat i want... i do wad i like to do and wad i want to do... and nv listens to others... this is me.. sigh.. he called me just now in the aftnoon, he asked me where i am, wad im doin (casual qns)... then we say i love u to each other and we hang up very quickly aft tt... he promise to call me later... and i waited until now.. am i such a stupid? sigh.. IM SOO CONFUSE RITE NOW... wad is the relationship between us? frens/lovers? if we r frens then the suggestion he gave abt we will be together again.. is he givin me false hope abt it? im soo fed up and tired rite now... sometimes i would even wonder did he really love me rite now? although i really trust myself that he's love is true.. ARGH! i HATE this unsure feeling abt everyting... if he's love is fake, promise is fake then i would rather break up... perhaps i would feel much more better...