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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

I.M S.O.O.O.O F.U.C.K.E.D U.P R.I.G.H.T N.O.W!

really feel like washing my hands off EVERYTING.. my "daddy" is going to boys home tml.. for the wadever illegal weapon case which he had committed for ages ago.. of coz, he is going to leave my "mummy" too.. IT WAS REALLY SAD for they were goin to be apart... serious heart breaks and stuff between them... as their "daughter" of coz i do feel really sad for them.. and i was kinda like force into the heartbreaks and sadness between them.. i didnt really noe wad am i suppose to say or do to help them.. i was like soo quiet when i was having conference with them just now.. i just keep on repeating the same lines over and over again.. u noe "dun be sad" all thoes ting.. i noe it doesnt help at all.. but i wish it really does... at least.. for abit..However, tings aint that simple aft all.. daddy forced mummy to patch up with her ex bcoz he didnt want her to wait for him for yrs... so.. mummy patched up with her ex... blah blah blah.. alot of complicating stuffs goin on there... and i was like being pushed from here to there.. daddy told me to takecare of mummy and mummy told me to tell daddy to appeal for the case again.. so he wouldent go to boys home.. and they will not have to be apart again.. IM REALLY REALLY TIRED dealing with my daddy and mummy.. i feel sorry for them and really sad too.. but im tired le.. zhen de.. i feel that everyting is really beyond my limits.. i tink my concern for them really ends rite here.. now.. my daddy wanna commit sucide.. i dunno wad would happen to him.. he hung up my phone again and again.. i dun wanna care anymore.. will he die? thats a qns that has oways been in my mind.. but im too tired to care abit it... another 1(mummy) wants to die again... SIGH.. y everyone wants to die soo much.. anyway.. my parents are nagging and nagging for the whole fucking night telling me to put down the phone.. i wonder do they noe wad is goin on between them? how am i suppose to hang up the phone and leave my two pathetic frens("daddy" and "mummy") behind... haix... im soo tired and fucked up.. i really wish my dear is here for me rite now... so he can hug me... esp when im feeling real tired or sad.. dear... wei wo fen dan yi dian hao ma?

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