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Sunday, July 01, 2007

Alright, im back at last... aft not blogging for soo many days.. because of.. ya.. sum problems i had a few weeks ago i guess... notice that i have change my skin too, ya.. i wanted to forget all the unhappniess in the past.. looking at the previous skin makes me feel unhappy abt it and it will oso remind me of... so ya... i changed the skin.. was it beautiful? hahaxx... lols... dun bother abt me.. i wonder... does he noes that he is super super... i donnoe how to describe... annoying? i didnt want to say this behind hes back.. coz aft all im he's gf.. and i shouldent do that behind him... but hes attitude really turns me off.. ytd on msn, he took really long time to reply each msg.. its not the 1st time aft all.. this has been goin on for lots of time.. so.. i begin to suspect that, he purposely reply me late... (onli for ytd) then i asked him why.. and he told me that it was connection error... it doesnt seems like it is.. sumtimes he reply me real slow... sumtimes when i type out sumting like " wad u doing" then he will like reply me immdiately... its like soo not possible.. i couldent believe him... so we quarrel again... but not too serious.. however, the weird thing is... during our quarrel conversation, he seems to reply very very fast.. even before i finished typing.. how in the hell do u expect me to believe this.. becoz we are quarreling therefore the connection noes that we were quarreling so it helps him by making a fast reply to me? therefore he, can receive all the complains i make to him and he can make a quick reply of scolding me back? SIMPLY RIDICULARS ALRITE! If there is really a connection error then he should be receiving all my complains late.. and there will be a time delay of replying me.. y is that so? y can he receive soo much faster than before and started replying me? u may tink that im ridiculars.. i oso feel that i am.. bcoz of hes late reply and i make up a big fuss abt it.. so wad? its just a late reply... but the truth is i didnt noe why too... perhaps, he is often late online abt 9+ to 10pm and offline dam early abt 10pm+ .. (got force by hes dad) i didnt really get a chance to have a good tok to him.. therefore, i really treasure every minute with him... but he is oways late reply... sorta like dragging the time.. by the end of the day.. wad we get to speak? for onli a few sentences.. DAM.. does he even noe that? i get very impatient on him.. he's every action, sumtimes.. makes me feel angry... i donno if im suffering from too much stress or stuff... anyway, aft that.. i try to hint sumting to him... sumting that i wanted him to said.. its was dam obvious i swear... ok but he nv did .. i didnt noe wether he is plain stupid or he was pretending.. i actually told him wad i wanted him to say.. before he actually did it.. its was like... gosh.. u will nv noe wad i want.. disappointing.. i didnt want to complain to him anymore.. he was kinda like hopeless ald.. moreover, he cant take it... if not he will be saying that im ~~PRESSURIZING~~ him.. fine ok... just forget it.. i begin to feel that i couldent face him anymore.. i was wondering wad i should say to him when he is online... should i confess to him wad i was tinking? or should i pretend that nth has happen and just forget it? i online in the aftnoon to check if hes online.. bcoz he promise me that he will be free today and he will rite me 5 tesi( aft owning me for thousand of tesi) finally return.. by installment.. ok.. i was kinda like waiting for him.. until abt 9+ he called me.. we chat... he toks abt jokes that he gt from hes fren.. on phone.. some are quite funny.. i rmb 1 that he ask me to say "oni" pronouce... blah blah.. but i refuse to do it.. i dont wanna get trick u see.. but he said is nth... blah blah.. in the end... i still refuse to do it... so he said like.. bu hao wan de.. then like i spoilt hes mood like tt.. forget it then.. i just keep quiet.. and then he said "i dun online today ok.. im very tired.." i gt really mad with him.. DAMMIT ok.. i waited him for the whole day.. 1 word tired and he say he didnt want to online.. do u noe that.. im oso very very tired? yet i online just for him.. i waited for him no matter how tired i am... FUCK ok... then he asked me.. y? u unhappy? tell me y? dun angry lar.. okok.. i online ok? dun angry... ASS... i really gt soo... wtf... then we put down the phone.. he is online now... IM so fucking crazy that i apologize to him just now.. i told him that im not feeling well.. thats y i react this way... wad is wrong with me?! sigh... anyway he didnt reply me at all... i can confirm that he did that purposely.. NOT CONNECTION ERROR or wadever error he gt.. DUH...

I FEEL TOTALLY STRESS UP..
- will one day really be the end of us?

{07:10}

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