It has been a long time since i blog, actually it was mummy hu told me to do that and she said that blogging can make me feel better.. i hope so.. since i have been feeling so upset and stress up.. n lvls are around the coner leaving a few more days to go. im glad that i have finish preparing my geo. However im also worry about my combine sciences and Art as they are my main subject for scoring my N's... i haven prepare them at all.. so, ya... kinda worry u see.. STRESS... i guess thats when u cant finish wad u have to do and u get totally fuck up and thats when u get stress? HAHA! well, anyway... im upset abt my boyfriend? ya... i tink its abt sum silly matters? well, i mean i tink others may felt that im being over sensitive or i have tink too much... i got no idea wats goin on with me, i just felt that he dont really love me alot.. its like he always tok to me in a very boring mood and that totally ruins my mood.. its like ARGH! dont feel like toking to him anymore.. perhaps he tok in this way is bcoz he's sick .. i will try to understand but everytime, when we were going to hang up i mean phone ya.. and i will oways be the one hu said i love u lots muacks and so on.. he was always like.. waiting for me to said 1st? i donno i just felt that he noe i am waiting for this but he just keep quiet... i get very tired when i have to ask him for this.. mayb i shouldent really said anyting.. :(