
I believe that god really exist which i dont use to, in the past. Yesterday, i seeked help from the god and eventually everything becomes much more clearer to me now, after i called him and we chat for awhile. Just like wad Zi Fang jie jie said that god dont always appear to u like fairytales u noe, where there's a white light shimmered and"ting!" god appear! perhaps in real life, god will use something which is a, more realistic way to help u solve ur problems. Something will happen in the point of time to make u realise when/where u should turn ur direction to.. i guess, deep in my heart i really know what i should do or perhaps its an advice/ans from god. Letting go of what i cant change its indeed a better choice. i noe that im dragging all this while, hes tired and im tired too. I tried questioning my heart yesterday and i realise [ yuan lai wo hai shi hao xi huan ta ] i don't know if i can really let go without any regrets. i believe everyone would carry some unwillingness and regrets in leaving a relationship ; afterall, the memories do really counts. Still deciding in process : u can see me really don't want it to end :(
Finally wanna THANK all my friends who guide me, gave me support, care and lots.. through this suffering days
- Tiffany
- Alex
- Hui Min
- Tina
- Lui Ying
- Sing Ning
- Mei Fang
- Jie Ying
- Wan Yi
- Jia Hao
- Zac
- Jun Hong
[ i can said that i'm feeling much better now]
THANKS for being there friends :)
LOVES and NEVER be forgotten
Lastly, Thanks Hui Min for the above picture :)
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