
Today, is the very 1st day that i have started working in the cold storage as a promoter/order takers. It wasnt that hard as i thought. My friend and i were just slacking the whole day because there wasnt any orders yet since its still way too early for a christmas feast. Well, i know we're going to be very very busy soon when it reaches dec. Sigh... Anyway, after work i went shopping with KaiSer and he bought a jacket[ i chose it for him ] which costs him for about $172 . i know i know that was like WOW... its expensive alright... but its once in a blue moon' LOL!! so its OkAy? XP... but because of some personal reasons we were like : ( but im glad that, at least he had finally found something that he really loves. That's great isnt it? I have always thought that im the only one who had lots of problem in life or should i say that.. im selfish? i have ignored everyone around me or perhaps, i just dont seems to notice people around me who were having lots of problems just like me too.. Or perhaps, perhaps, they even suffered more than what i do... For Instance, KaiSer. When he told me about he's problems, what he had faced in life and how he got rejected from this society ; i was like totally shocked.. 1stly because, he used to keep everything to himself and i didnt know that was how much he had went through in life... when i try standing in he's shoes, feeling what he has been through;[ i think i can feel him] i could felt a sharp pain in my heart... it just hurt so much that i cried infront of him... he is such a great person and he dont deserve to be treated in this way.. sigh, KAISER!! JIA YOU!
I MISS MY EXBOYFRIEND SO MUCH : (
i feel like going back to him so much right now
because i feel that no one can really compares to him?
To me, he is just so so adorable; everything is just so so perfect about him
My Sweetest Addiction.
but that was IF ONLY...
If ONLY he did not lie
If ONLY he did not done something so wrong
If ONLY....
JUST IF ONLY....
how perfect can he be?
My MR. F.l.a.w.l.e.s.s.
and i'm ur Miss E.V.I.L
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