Sunday, December 23, 2007
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There's alot of things happened to me recently. Well, i dont know where i should start from actually... I got a call from Mei Fang a few days ago.. and she talked to me on phone, regarding the order form 'mistake' that i made on that day. I was damn angry when i heard what she had told me.. Do u know that after i left Paragon , that customer who ordered the platter for christmas came down to Paragon and requested a change of the date for the date of collection. Which means that, there will be no refinary of money to them which equals to -WE HAVE NOT LOST THE DEAL.Which also meant that, I dont need a transfer out of paragon. Do u know, how angry i was when i heard what she said? I just kept on cursing and swearing until i got so tired of it. These few days, being in GreenRidge SHOP & SAVE makes me SUFFERED soooooooooo much.. And the worst thing is that, i am suffering there without a purpose to it. I've always thought that being transfered to other places its because i had to paid for my mistake. my CARELESSNESS.. but No.. this is so damn wrong.. i have been suffering for nothing all this while. I guess... this is what they called 'fated'. I really felt that, this is some kind of arrangement that's being made by the god. SIGH! but why? its me. God, u made me suffered soo much :( Not to deny that, i gained something too ; through this arrangement. Transfering to GreenRidge, turns me into a much more mature person than what i am. But, as well as turning me into a realistic person which i dont wanna be. I tend to compare Paragon with GreenRidge all the time. The customers over there and the amount of money that they are willing to spent. Its totally different. It makes me feel the importance of having money, the importance of being rich. When you're rich, u can live the lifestyle that u want, you can spent money on whatever that u would like to spent on.. but without money, u cant do anything. Now, what am i trying to say here is that.. I've change. I dont behave in this way in the past. Money used to be not that important to me ; but right now, money does make a difference. & I HATE THAT. I dont wished to be turned into such person. I just want to be myself ; A Child-like me, which was what i used to be.
When Money Doesnt matters ;
When Money is not the world to me.
TO BE CONTINUED...
When Money Doesnt matters ;
When Money is not the world to me.
TO BE CONTINUED...
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