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Friday, January 25, 2008

SOARING BEYOND THE HORIZON.

Well, nevermind about the post about him. I guess, sometimes i am just too crazy over him. life has been taxing all this while and i felt that i couldnt really slow down and take a breathe. I AM SUFFOCATING SOON. sigh.. I've got lots and lots of homeworks await for me. I have to complete them or else i would have to face my principal. You know, that Mrs Kok? 0ur 'BELOVED' mother. Sigh.. Aren't i pathetic? Just about 2 weeks ago, i didnt brought my Social Studies Textbook [ because of some complicating reasons out there] and i got to be sent to Mrs Kok. JUST LIKE THAT! you know.. just didn't bring ONE pathetic book and i got to be sent out. sigh.. what the fuck is this man.. The school has been getting STRICTER than ever. But, who can we blame? you? me? Mrs Kok? The Fact is that we got NO choice. Its obviously that the disciplinary job has to be strictly done. With o-level as the ONLY subject topic for the year that the principal would mention whenever she got the chance to do so. O-Level only makes my brain goes haywire~ I am Damn Exhausted. Sometimes, i wonder if i would be able to wake up again the next day.

Looking at my Dear Friend, I guess she would be feeling more stress up than I do. Needless to say why... Boyfriend is the word to describe it :) Sometimes, i do feel that we're or perhaps me.. I am just living in the world of 'me'. Every single day, all i do is to stare at the computer screen with words and sounds of reminders that reminds me of him. Everyday, i am expose to all these things around me. It enclosed up my thinking.. where i can only see that tiny little part of mine life thats filled with him. Once, i thought that my life was just ' you and i ' and thats it.. That's Me -Thats my life ; A Fullstop. But, it's not right. It's just not right. When I finally realise that.. Life is something more than just about 'you and i'. Its about 'US and THEM', people who are living in this world. There are people out there waiting for you, me, us, everyone to lend them a helping hand. They need us. The whole world is not just about 'you and i' . For all these years, i have been limiting myself, my thinking. When, the whole world out there is changing every single day ; i am still right here, facing at my computer screen everyday, recalling the memories i had in the past. I am still in square 1 and i showed no improvement at all. While, to the world all these things no longer exist anymore. I am just living in my world of memories. I guess, we all should look further and not just things that's infront of us.

Soaring Beyond The Horizon.

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TRAVELLING around the whole world
Going for a car racing[ u know thoes illegal ones like no one cares]
Having GOOD grades for all of my subjects (A1 is what i desire)
Living in a City full of Lights.
T0 HAVE A CAR ACCIDENT [ i want a brainwash ]
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